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i just miss him .
Miss every single things bout him.
miss every single things bout us.
try not to think of it ..
but i'm just not use of it... as we have been together for years ..
Sigh ~

For u,My precious J *

Its feelings from my heart,

Which I need to write,

Worded tokens I convey,

Both in love and light.

Words written in sincerity,

With continuous flow,

Hoping to keep in touch,

The only way I know.

Each poem of love written,

I send on over to you,

As we are oceans apart,

This is all I could do.

As with every word I write,

The feelings are true,

Love flows continuously,

In heartprints for you.

my world.

The thought of you makes me wonder,

How little things in life can get me under,

It really made me see,

That you mean a lot to me.

You’re the light of my everyday sun,

The laughter in my fun,

You’re the formation of my favourite constellation,

And you relieve me of all of my frustration.

You showed me the miracle of love,

And helped me when things got rough,

You were there for me from the start,

And now you’re the beating of my heart.

You’re the weakness in my knees

The warmth in a cool breeze,

You’re the smile on my face,

And the pace in my race.

You invaded all of my thoughts,

And impressed me with you’re knowledge ,

With all the special moments you’re stealing,

You give my life real meaning.

You are my knight in shining armor

Protective, like a daughter’s father

The thought cut through me like a knife

When I realized: you are my world

- one & only *J* -

letting you go

I miss you
Since you’ve gone away
Part of me is missing
I feel it as I lay

My head down on my pillow
So soft and comforting
But it doesn’t ease the pain
My heart is still hurting

It aches to see you
One last time
To show how much I love you
Yet, I know this is a crime

I can’t help
But to think about the world
You tried to protect me from
When I was a young girl

You guide me
Along my journey in life
When no one else was there
You help me cope with strife

You taught me to be strong
And to be aware
Of people’s bad intentions
Their ability to be unfair

I’m not the sweet defenseless girl
I started out to be
You made me so much braver
Well, that and poverty

I will cherish you
And the memories that I have
Of being together
All the good and bad

To shed tears for you
Which I’m sure will happen at times
To remember our time together
And read these heart-felt rhymes

I have accepted that you’re gone now
And I have to set you free
No more haunting my dreams
Love you dearly

I would still love your visits, though
Every now and then
You are part of my life
And will be to my end.


I have to let go, so………..I’m letting you go.

you.

My red heart is blue,
because I'm missing you.
Every day, I think about you,
and I use to imagine how great
every hour, every minute,
and every second would be
if you were here with me.
Every night, when I lie in bed,
I dream about how things could be.
And if you believe in your dreams hard enough,
someday they will come true for you.
but now,the dreams that we use to dream together are all shatters,
All i can is to think of it as a loving memories of us.

trying hard to let go.. but..

healing ..

I always knew that looking back to the cries would make me laugh, but I never knew that looking back to the laughs would make me cry.While being in love there are two requirements: heart breaking and healing. Healing takes time.
People come and go...left memories.....and the future is waiting,for a new beginning and everything is Mystery and nothing is Eternity and some might say,at the end..everything will be ok ~

Over. The End .

It's over now,we have no choice but to move on.
Our love,time we spent and special moments are gone.
We now have our different lives to live,places to see,
I wonder if ten years from now you would remember me?

Maybe we will find our way back to each other some day,
what the future hold's i don't have the power to say.
It's so hard to say goodbye to you,I never wanted us to be
like this but the world is still going to turn.
I'm taking this as a lesson learnt.

Sometimes I would wish So hard that we would be,but
I was naive i now see.
It couldn't work,distance had us far apart,but i know
you'll always be indelible in my heart.
They say "time heals all wounds" but i disagree,any thought
of you makes my old wounds bleed anew.

I never wanted to give up,life can be So unfair,
I cherish your memory because it's all i have.
But to every good & bad story has an end,
It's time to say goodbye to our relationship as it is already end.