letting you go

I miss you
Since you’ve gone away
Part of me is missing
I feel it as I lay

My head down on my pillow
So soft and comforting
But it doesn’t ease the pain
My heart is still hurting

It aches to see you
One last time
To show how much I love you
Yet, I know this is a crime

I can’t help
But to think about the world
You tried to protect me from
When I was a young girl

You guide me
Along my journey in life
When no one else was there
You help me cope with strife

You taught me to be strong
And to be aware
Of people’s bad intentions
Their ability to be unfair

I’m not the sweet defenseless girl
I started out to be
You made me so much braver
Well, that and poverty

I will cherish you
And the memories that I have
Of being together
All the good and bad

To shed tears for you
Which I’m sure will happen at times
To remember our time together
And read these heart-felt rhymes

I have accepted that you’re gone now
And I have to set you free
No more haunting my dreams
Love you dearly

I would still love your visits, though
Every now and then
You are part of my life
And will be to my end.


I have to let go, so………..I’m letting you go.

you.

My red heart is blue,
because I'm missing you.
Every day, I think about you,
and I use to imagine how great
every hour, every minute,
and every second would be
if you were here with me.
Every night, when I lie in bed,
I dream about how things could be.
And if you believe in your dreams hard enough,
someday they will come true for you.
but now,the dreams that we use to dream together are all shatters,
All i can is to think of it as a loving memories of us.

trying hard to let go.. but..

healing ..

I always knew that looking back to the cries would make me laugh, but I never knew that looking back to the laughs would make me cry.While being in love there are two requirements: heart breaking and healing. Healing takes time.
People come and go...left memories.....and the future is waiting,for a new beginning and everything is Mystery and nothing is Eternity and some might say,at the end..everything will be ok ~

Over. The End .

It's over now,we have no choice but to move on.
Our love,time we spent and special moments are gone.
We now have our different lives to live,places to see,
I wonder if ten years from now you would remember me?

Maybe we will find our way back to each other some day,
what the future hold's i don't have the power to say.
It's so hard to say goodbye to you,I never wanted us to be
like this but the world is still going to turn.
I'm taking this as a lesson learnt.

Sometimes I would wish So hard that we would be,but
I was naive i now see.
It couldn't work,distance had us far apart,but i know
you'll always be indelible in my heart.
They say "time heals all wounds" but i disagree,any thought
of you makes my old wounds bleed anew.

I never wanted to give up,life can be So unfair,
I cherish your memory because it's all i have.
But to every good & bad story has an end,
It's time to say goodbye to our relationship as it is already end.

My Treasure. I love u guys deeply~

For you all make it sure to be with me,Even during wee hours of the day

Our lives are sometimes filled with laughter,

But when grief, troubles or even despairs strike us,

The best things to take away all these pain,

Is friends like you all who truly cares,

We just sit, type and read between lines,

Exchanging views, feelings and emotions

We all have our own problems,Always needing somebody to share with

My thoughts are for friends like all of you,Who give inspirations and precious effort,

Making my day even brighter.

To appreciate all things as they come,

If I could give you all a falling star,I would do it just for you guys,

To share its beauty and glory,Together enjoying the splendor of nature

The answer is true and very simple,Though we don’t see each other’s faces

The Lord gave me a great Gift,

A truly sincere friends indeed.

Malvin The Chubby Puffy Goody fren of mine =)

I still remembered the 1st time i met u dearest malvin.We said 'Hie' to each other while i was waiting for my fren at the main entrance of IPG after the orientation ended.U sat behind me on the 1st day of our class,well..Our friendship is so strong that we are such a good friend till now.. Miss u SOO MUCH when u went for ur mission for 2 years.... Its been 4 years now (if i'm not mistaken) since the 1st day we get to know each other..

Just to let you know Malvin..I’m thinking of you.. a friend who is fun,Special and warm hearted,Extra special and amazing super sensational with every memory we shared through the years and with every laugh we laugh and every tear we share,I’m so glad I have a friend like you. When one smile stops, a new one appears.You're someone who cares for me,Someone to laugh with and share things with. Someone I can count on,Someone to help me out and back me up and never let me down.

For that special person you are and for all the things you do,You’ve been caring,You been wise. When I refuse to listen,you been strong .When I felt weak,you were there to strengthen me. *Want to say thank you Malvin,You’re a great friend and for whom you are You’re my Very good friend.*

dear i love u

You are my hugs,my smiles and every morning kiss,
My "See You Later Baby" in which I seem to miss.
My gentle whispers of "I Love You's" in the middle of the night,
My warm,soft arms around me that embrace me oh so tight.
My afternoon "I'll be there's" that give me butterflies,
My kisses when you see me that catch me by surprise.
My "Are You Okay Baby's?" when you know that I'm alone,
My "Don't Worry Love" I'm on my way home.
My every night kisses that send shivers down my spine,
Oh My Love,I'm glad that you're all mine.
It's Been years now and the feelings are still the same,
I'm so spoiled by your love and I have you to blame.
You are so perfect for me in so many ways and I am grateful for you,
You are everything in my life just by being you...